“A man is not old until regrets take
the place of dreams.”
John
Barrymore
We had come
a long way. Starting at the eastern front of the Rocky Mountains we had crossed
the Front Ranges and followed the Elbow, Kananaskis, Palliser and Spray Rivers.
We had entered the Main Ranges near Mount Assiniboine and departed them via the
“backdoor” of Wolverine Pass. We now had only to cross the narrow Western Range.
It was only a few more kilometres across the Beaverfoot Range, to complete our
journey across the Canadian Rocky Mountains. Nine high mountain passes had
already been traversed, now Harrogate Pass was all that divided us from the
Rocky Mountain Trench, the Columbia River and the end of our journeys.
I hardly slept
at all that night, camped next to a cut-block. I knew we were in trouble. As
soon as the sky began to lighten, I got out of my sleeping bag. I think this
astounded Don, who was always the first to rise. We took down the tent, rolled
up our sleeping gear and stuffed our backpacks. I choked down some Ibuprofen
and we put a tensor bandage on my right knee. Protein bars would have to do as
breakfast. Off we went. For once the sky was clear. It was 5 a.m. It was agreed
that if we couldn’t make good progress by ten o’clock, we would abandon our
efforts. We needed to be at the pass around noon.
Our footsteps
from the previous evening had to be retraced, which was galling but necessary.
We turned at the small logging road we had debated the day before. It looked
seldom used, but improved in quality as we followed it south. It seemed to be
bringing us closer to the mountains and Harrogate Pass. Then it switched back just
before we drew level with the pass and went in the other direction, towards the
mountains but north again. We followed it for a ways, hoping it would switch
back again. We were gun-shy and it didn’t look like it would. We turned around
and on the way back we noticed a decent road that traveled south. We followed
the road until we drew even with the pass at a “clearing” containing mostly
fireweed, which was just beginning to sport late-summer’s magenta blooms. This
was the spot I had marked on my maps to begin our traverse. It all looked reasonable
on Google Earth! We were probably less than 5 kilometres from Highway 95.
The dotted line at bottom-center shows a trail across Harrogate Pass |
I must admit
that Don objected, but I insisted that we attempt the uphill traverse of the
old cut-block. It was chock full of thick “B.C. bush”. I had experienced similar
things before, but during times of hot weather and dry conditions. This proved
to be another experience entirely. The vegetation was as wet as a recently
tossed salad. It wasn’t more than a minute before we were entirely soaked.
Things continued to get worse. The bush got thicker and more treacherous. A dense fortification of thorny
shrubs, fireweed, burdock and thistle pressed in on us. An understory of hidden
boulders, trenches and pits acted as booby-traps which could easily break one’s
legs. At one point I stumbled into a pit and looked up to see just a small
window of blue sky framed by vegetation. We tried traversing into some trees,
but they were clogged with windfall. Don took the lead and I marveled at his
tenacity. He picked up a bit of a trail. I had hoped we could find one, but it
soon petered out when the trees ended. We thrashed on a bit further. At what
was probably a third of the way up, we looked at each other. “Fuck this!”
We had to admit defeat. Time had run out.
There was no time to feel remorse, because we now had to find our way back to the road. We tried an alternate
way down, which turned out to be even worse. We clambered over fallen and
leaning trees, shrubs, weeds and rocks. “We should be back at the road by now!”
Don called out. I could hear the frustration and perhaps even panic in his
voice.
“Just keep
the sun on your right shoulder” I encouraged, trying not to panic myself.
I lost my trusty
weather-worn Stampeders cap. At one point, as I pushed my way through a wall of
trees, a branch ripped off my eyeglasses and launched them into the bush. I
looked for a minute, but had to concede their loss.
The impenetrable
bush shat us back onto the logging road to the north of where it had swallowed
us up. We stumbled back to the gravel road and took stock of ourselves. I was
covered in welts and bruises. We re-bandaged my knee and Don helped me make a kerchief
for my head. Don looked tired and gaunt as he stretched his legs. It was an
emotional moment, but relief began to wash over us. We were both alright. Then slowly
that was followed by acceptance.
I told Don, “I’m
sorry, I had to try.”
A couple
from Canmore kindly gave us a ride north to the Kootenay River Runners base
camp on the Kicking Horse River. Their employees were good enough to let us use
their phone. I called my wife, Bev on her cell phone and diverted her from
Harrogate to the TransCanada Highway east of Golden, B.C.
After the
phone call, we stepped outside and shook hands. Don said, “This isn’t the way I
imagined doing this” I could have wept. We walked up the road to Highway 1. I
couldn’t resist self-mockingly yelling out one last “Hhhhey! Ohhhh!” in the tunnel
under the highway. Then I laughed.
We finally
enjoyed our coffee in the trees next to the road. After a few hours, we emerged
into the hot sunshine, sat on the shoulder of the road and waited for our ride
to come.
Epilog
Don and I
have discussed all that happened that day. I have spent time comparing maps to
reality and browsing Google Earth and I see a way that it can be done. People have
crossed the historic pass in recent years – one party even carried a canoe.
What a portage that must have been! One day I will return and try again,
perhaps with a GPS unit next time. I just want to prove that our “Walls of
Stone” traverse can be made in its entirety and perhaps establish it as a route
others will follow.
We both
agree that under the circumstances we did the best we could. I told Don that I just
couldn’t walk away from at least making the attempt. I would have always
regretted not trying that final push.
He agreed.
The “Walls
of Stone” project is not over. It’s become more than a hike. I will post a map
of my route and I hope others will follow. I am writing, of course. There will
be a script, soundtrack and more filming. There is even a song. Eventually
there will be a film. In many ways the journey continues.
Unlike my
last big trip, which ended with no further plans, I am already looking forward to my
next great journey. I want to return to my birthplace to attempt a traverse of Great Britain. That will be some ten years away, though. Perhaps that
will be my final trek. Perhaps this
one was. Maybe I will be like Don and there will be others!
On July 30th,
2015 we ended up just 3 – 5 kilometres short of our destination, after hiking
non-stop over 250 kilometres, through 8 watersheds and over nine high mountain
passes. I have no regrets. Maybe you will be inspired to follow my route across
the Canadian Rocky Mountains. I have
found a passage between the walls of stone.